So, I just had the saddest conversation with him ever. He said that he had started trying to kill himself in 3rd grade. And that he didn't care if he died right now. And why should I care, since I'm only going to know him for so long? And I made him promise that he wouldn't intentionally die in the next 5 years. That includes: car crash from drunk driving, alcohol poisoning, weed poisoning, lung cancer from smoking, and trying to kill himself in other ways.

What could make a person's life so bad that he would not even care???

~manda

edit: so after this I was so sad I got drunk. And called him. And he came to a concert that I was going to, even though he said he wasn't going. And he came over, and we got drunk, and had a sleepover and DIDN'T DO ANYTHING but talk and sleep and cuddle a little. And, it was the cutest thing in the entire world.