Seriously. I hate her. More than can even be normal. Every word she says, I find offensive. Personally, I think that every word she says IS offensive.

But she is with us ALL the time. So much so that I'm going to have to stop hanging out with them so I don't have to deal with her any more.

I started crying on the way home from Carmyn's today. Because I'm so frustrated! Her locker is right next to mine, she works with me, she hangs out with me. And she seems to think that I don't like her just because I'm being crabby. NO. I don't like her because of her personality. At the moment, they just don't mesh. At all. She's proud of working at a fast food restaurant. I am not. She thinks that if she hangs out with people who think they are cool, it will make her cool or something!

I don't want friends who think they're all that. Because thats fake. I want friends who are real.

AND I HATE THIS AND I HATE IT AND I JUST WANT TO CRY AND CRY AND HURT MYSELF OR SOMEONE ELSE AND AND AND AND

i'm done. I'm just not going to talk to her anymore, and maybe she'll get the hint.